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okay.. i'm having class now so i not playing any music but Howling's playing in my mind..
[and i'm suppose to be concentrating on what my teacher's talking! Its free time now anyway XD]
okay..
Me shall tell you about a nice dream i had last year around june - august
i was sleeping then of course haha
i dreamt that i was walking quite swiftly through some HDB blocks
and stop under one reddish looking one and it had a big red-white striped pitch tent beside it
its like those giant tents that you see around large field areas in your neighbourhoods
and underneath it it has those dinner stuffies like during the lunar 7th month and things like that..
and i walked into it very swiftly(like a quick change of scene in a movie)
then i saw my pastors, Pastor How and Pastor Lia where on stage addressing everyone
and then another change of scene, i saw meself sitting at the head of the table with
people sitting around the table looking at me (all the faces were blurred so i couldn't recognise
anybody i know and after that i think i fell into deep sleep as there was no more pictures for a while... :(
and i woke up, the first thing i did was thinking about the dream and the first word that came to mind was
CGL.
O_o
Yea.. CGL..
And last week's sermon Pastor talked about having a vision and how we really must have one :)
He also talked about being a leader there's 4 importantthings you've got to have:
- plan your life
- bible reading and doing QT
- good relationships with parents
- staying focus on the vision yup i am going to work on myself according to all these with God.
To set my priorities right:
to set a certain time strictly for things that i need to do like my homework, ministry, family, sleep, etc.
Like when i i tell my mum that i'll be sleeping at 12am means i really sleep at 12am.
and also to really keep my promises right and never bend them e.g. when i am suppose to be back home by 1030pm i must be back by then.
I am also going to work more on my QT and my bible reading sessions:
to at least read it once a day, min. 1 chapter.
and to spend at the very least spend 10mins with the Lord, praying and reading the bible :)
Lately, i haven't been home for dinner with my family and my parents are not that happy about it
reason because i am involve in organising an event called BandzOut 2007/08 and its this friday
so the whole committee are rushing on props, briefing the helpers, logistics getting all items prepared,
event-in-charge is getting the program flow confirmed and settled. So i have not yet spent time with mum
and dad and family for dinner during the weekdays but after this coming friday 13/07/08, i will spend time with
my parents more :)
Due to Bandzout, i have a feeling that i got held back in my studies and my attendence is not as good as it
was last year. Therefore to make up for the the attendence, i got to really give high to medium high quality work
in my projects, tests and exams. That's where allocation for time to study kicks in :D
I also need to focus on building my relationship with God too. Not just by spending time with Him during QT and reading my bible but literally spending the whole day with little pockets of relationship time with God. Like
for example, taking the bus on my way to school, i would turn on my MP3 player and listen to praise and worship
songs and doing what my friends would say " getting high" and silently singing and worshiping on the bus. :D
Also, during one of my QT, god sopke to me saying that i should spend time with my leaders yup..
Like talking to them and just hanging out with my leaders and pastors. an e.g. would be like typing emails
to Garrett :) hehe
yup.. i think that's what i want to do for now..
but if there's more God tell me i need to do, i would do it :)
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