Strange Nothings For the Unstrange

Tue, 28 Aug 2007 14:18:28 GMT

i am thinking of going back to
blogger as i love its limitless limitation of
showing your own creativeness through making your own
Blog skins... ( don't mind me say but i don't like the strict limitation of LJ)...

haha will tell you
the address soon!! :X

Muacks!
Ciaossu*

Sun, 12 Aug 2007 18:26:29 GMT

today, i did something that
was bad.

Though it was bad,
however, it did showed some good things.

I don't mean by things that would make you smile
but things that make you realize things.

i realize that i am REALLY valued by people
and that my wellbeing really concerns them.

Also, that i feel that 神さまhas revealed somethings that i need to work on
with Him. some stupid old habits that needs to be changed.
I pray that i will be able to go to the next point that 神さま has shown.
I pray that i will live my life and get it organized!

ありがとハオとリア牧師！
ありがとゲラト！
ありがとジナ！
ありがとみんな！

Thu, 02 Aug 2007 03:08:14 GMT

I feeeeeeeeellllllll SAD!!!! TmT

i lost my entire month's allowance + granny' s birthday money..

all in one day..

i left my lappy case behind last week at the school's
Free Access Lab at around closing time.

The place was closing so i was in a hurry to get out and left my case there
when i realise it it was already closed. i only realised that my money was in it the next day
and when i was there to get it.. all was left the is a note written:

"YOUR ANG BAO FULL OF CASH IS WITH ME. CONTACT ME AT WINGMAN_6889@HOTMAIL.COM"

until now he/she has yet to reply me.. TmT

Bleh..

Wed, 01 Aug 2007 16:06:24 GMT

Alright,
i haven't been blogging much and this is my
4th entry.. bleh.. don't Care...
i'm jusy going to add my own style of singlish in this
(JAp + ChiN+EnG) :P just bare with me else just don't read >:P

にゃ～！
ヂー。グライ　マン!!!! its on Arts Central!
Waahahahahaha!!!

i didn't know it would be...
Call me an アニメ　フリク　if you want but i just
simply LOVE アニメ　と　マンガ！！！
and also a whole lot of　日本のアイテムス！！！

きゃ～！
にほんをすきですよ！！！
みゃ～！

by ルールー

Also today was finially the day where i slack at home the whole entire day!
YAY!!
and to translate the thingy above,
it means D.GrayMan is on arts central and
i live japanese stuff! literally!

Fri, 20 Jul 2007 07:26:59 GMT

i must be having the birthday blues..

just seem to find everything all a little...
negative
dull
sad
emo-ish
depressive

JUST PLAIN NEGATIVE!

I feel like being left invisible and no one cares to notice or bother
ZAAAAAHHH!!!!! sian.. -__-"

must be the birthday blues....
[ the blues where you don't know what to expect from people
the anxiety where you're not sure if anyone remembers your birthday*
the saddness when almost no one outside your family circle knows/remembers/bothers if its your birthday]

Sometimes, birthday s seem to be like another stepping stone closer to the day you leave Earth and
spend time eternally on what you want to do in the spiritual world where your stinky body just rots in the dirt..

Bah...!
Birthday Blue -__-"

* My parents forgot my birthday..

Fri, 13 Jul 2007 16:46:59 GMT

HURRAY!!!!
BandzOut ish over!!!

All the slave work has come to an END!! haha

Everything today was thought to be the messiest day of my life
However,
It was turned around!
OOAD test was a little easy.. could remember some of the answers.
Somehow, i managed to gain courage for my Infocomm Security Presentation
and managed to brief a whole bunch of people all by myself for BandzOut when the
Crowd-control department had to be whisked away for project.

Hehe.. Was almost bullied by people today.
But however, being in BandzOut's Crowd-control team has taught me to
be strong and be brave when talking to people.
Also the church has a port on that too hehe..

It funny how i could be placed in CC when i know i need loads of
assurance from myself to talk to people but however from BandzOut,
i have been placed in a way that i have to deal with people.
Indeed i has taught me to be more enthu when talking to people. :D

i think God and BandzOut for changing me to be a little more brave socially.

Pics to come soon!!

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Tue, 10 Jul 2007 06:54:11 GMT

okay.. i'm having class now so i not playing any music but Howling's playing in my mind..
[and i'm suppose to be concentrating on what my teacher's talking! Its free time now anyway XD]

okay..

Me shall tell you about a nice dream i had last year around june - august
i was sleeping then of course haha

i dreamt that i was walking quite swiftly through some HDB blocks
and stop under one reddish looking one and it had a big red-white striped pitch tent beside it
its like those giant tents that you see around large field areas in your neighbourhoods
and underneath it it has those dinner stuffies like during the lunar 7th month and things like that..

and i walked into it very swiftly(like a quick change of scene in a movie)
then i saw my pastors, Pastor How and Pastor Lia where on stage addressing everyone

and then another change of scene, i saw meself sitting at the head of the table with
people sitting around the table looking at me (all the faces were blurred so i couldn't recognise
anybody i know and after that i think i fell into deep sleep as there was no more pictures for a while... :(

and i woke up, the first thing i did was thinking about the dream and the first word that came to mind was
CGL.

O_o

Yea.. CGL..

And last week's sermon Pastor talked about having a vision and how we really must have one :)
He also talked about being a leader there's 4 importantthings you've got to have:

- plan your life
- bible reading and doing QT
- good relationships with parents
- staying focus on the vision

yup i am going to work on myself according to all these with God.

To set my priorities right:

to set a certain time strictly for things that i need to do like my homework, ministry, family, sleep, etc.
Like when i i tell my mum that i'll be sleeping at 12am means i really sleep at 12am.

and also to really keep my promises right and never bend them e.g. when i am suppose to be back home by 1030pm i must be back by then.

I am also going to work more on my QT and my bible reading sessions:

to at least read it once a day, min. 1 chapter.
and to spend at the very least spend 10mins with the Lord, praying and reading the bible :)

Lately, i haven't been home for dinner with my family and my parents are not that happy about it
reason because i am involve in organising an event called BandzOut 2007/08 and its this friday
so the whole committee are rushing on props, briefing the helpers, logistics getting all items prepared,
event-in-charge is getting the program flow confirmed and settled. So i have not yet spent time with mum
and dad and family for dinner during the weekdays but after this coming friday 13/07/08, i will spend time with
my parents more :)

Due to Bandzout, i have a feeling that i got held back in my studies and my attendence is not as good as it
was last year. Therefore to make up for the the attendence, i got to really give high to medium high quality work
in my projects, tests and exams. That's where allocation for time to study kicks in :D

I also need to focus on building my relationship with God too. Not just by spending time with Him during QT and reading my bible but literally spending the whole day with little pockets of relationship time with God. Like
for example, taking the bus on my way to school, i would turn on my MP3 player and listen to praise and worship
songs and doing what my friends would say " getting high" and silently singing and worshiping on the bus. :D

Also, during one of my QT, god sopke to me saying that i should spend time with my leaders yup..
Like talking to them and just hanging out with my leaders and pastors. an e.g. would be like typing emails
to Garrett :) hehe

yup.. i think that's what i want to do for now..
but if there's more God tell me i need to do, i would do it :)

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Sat, 07 Jul 2007 18:59:01 GMT

こんばんわ！

i shifted my blog to L J
a little sick and tired of blogger
so i decided to use Live Journal instead

However, i will still leave the links section on on blogger
for the conveinence of the blog-hoppers.

Also, this page still has loads of improvements
like adding stuffs and photos and many more haha..

******

Vision is like a sneak preview of your life.
You won't know when it comes but when it does,
you'll be glad it did as you know that its God's way of saying,
"you're on the right track, keep it up"
So stop stoning and start dreaming!
Who knows? You may dream the short film of your life!

さよなら！